the synthesis of energy, unaware i was, that it was flowing through me
...i am neither here nor there or me

i was flowing through it it was i

i was not it

not that there was or wasn't

but there was and there wasn't and then there was and there wasn't and wasn't there was there . . ?

it had proved more seamless if he considered himself a camera-projector or a football. 

an electric breath shuddered:  it is
                                                the same lightning voice

heard the silence of what wasn't.

his mind felt clearer than usual

as he laid faced down into
the grass
he thought:
                 'this too shall pass'